Saturday, May 16, 2009

Monday, May 4, 2009

Ponderings

It is quiet and everyone is sleeping. I am a little bored, but since I am not doing anything really, my mind starts kicking in to get rid of the boredom. What are the ponderings of a strange man....lets see.

Part of me is thinking about the store. This is the second store, that I enjoyed working at, that is going down to Davy Jones. Am I sad? Sure, but I guess I don't act it. Don't get me wrong....I did in the beginning, but I think it is past the time to be sad. This isn't high school anymore, so I don't really have to worry about falling out of touch with people. I definitely have a decent amount of friendships that will continue. I really don't care about the building since Westfield seen fit to destroy the fun that was the Metreon. The store was my longest stint in working (6 years) and probably one of the best in growing (personally and vocationally). I knew it wouldn't be "the job" i was going to be at all my life, but it was a job that I didn't mind evolving from for awhile. It is the past the time being sad. Like a funeral should be, but can never be totally due to emotional distress. It is a celebration of its being, not of its passing.

Hmmm...what else?

Sex. Why do people crave it so much? Am I the only one that doesnt crave it on a week to week basis? I see many people who must have it at least once a week and cannot fathom why. I can go while without it and wonder why it is a cornerstone in some relationships. Is it cause it is available all the time? Is it cause people link sex with relationship? *shrugs*

LOL wandering mind ho'!

Swine flu! The big topic. The media has it's eyes peeled, but are surely divided on the topic. Some say it will cause many deaths, others say although stronger it is a run of the mill flu. Seeing as normal flu kills about 34000 people a year, so far it looks run of the mill to me (I am sorry for those who died though). Am I scared? Eh, a tad bit but that is because of the media. We'll see how it goes.

Hmmm...

Ok now I have a headache from thinking....peace